Sunday, April 02, 2006

What a great day! Too bad it sucked.

I guess I'm depressed.

Because life looks like crap, but nothing has changed since the last time life looked pretty good.

Depression comes on me like a bad cold. I've learned (as I've probably mentioned before) that it will pass, just like a cold, and I just have to tough it out. But right now it's pretty miserable.

This is also the time when aloneness is the most unpleasant and I'm feeling the neediest.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

It's got the code name that sounds like distemper, given to it, the depression, by the medical and insurance nazis. It can come with a side order of anxiety. I take these little pills so I don't wake up so often with dried drool on my face to another day in hell filled with insistant noises and strobe lights and someone in the background complaining bitterly about the bugs crawling all over us. I don't miss a pill.

Anonymous said...

what she said!!!
RJ